an ever-faithful Father
had a long week...tiredness accumulated on thurs after serving bs...friday was super dreadful...
thoughts of quitting video ministry came into my mind...regrets and concerns...
wanted to tok to my ministry leader about this issue...
told God that i wanted Him to teach me to make this decision...
wasnt supposed to serve yesterday...sum jokers couldnt make it..hah..ended up comin for second n servin third..woke up early on a sunday mornin...
sat down in frnt of the av monitors...ps was doin his usual...pacing left n right across the stage...
my leader came n sat down beside me...
before i could open my mouth, she asked about my job...how i was coping with it and whether i want to stop servin for bible study...
*stunned*...moment of silence..
i received this sms from my ministry leader after service...
"...oh forgot to tell you. someone from head of tv at corner stone church came and comment our shots for steven curtis. well done. keep it up. next time when we are back on cam 3 will train you up already..."
my eyes watered after reading this msg...
