He is so faithful
i have no idea how or where to begin. but i just want to say God is faithful.
in times when there seemed to be no hope, He is our only hope. by remaining "bochup" and totally believing in Him. He will make all things work out for good.
her one way ticket back to Korea is due this coming dec on the 6th. which means only one week from now. and both of us were desperate for an answer for our seemingly bleak future. although i seemed to have a cant be bothered attitude towards the whole matter, deep down in my heart, i knew i cant bear to part with this person whom i have grown to love deeply and cherish over the last seven months. i cant elaborate on her thoughtfulness, patience, practical wisdom, etc. indeed i have grown to realise she is a gift from God. i have found a good thing.
i am a simple person and i can be satisfied easily, thus, i seldom ask God for big things. however. i knew i had to do something this time. it seemed so difficult to salvage this situation. but still, i asked. i didnt expect a miracle or any instantaneous result. i just asked for a peaceable heart, a sound mind and wisdom to prepare me for the worst case scenario.
i told God, if she's the one, make her stay.
cut the long story short. the following day, art director from XXX company called to offer a contract job. i cant say it's very good. but it's able to keep her here for at least another six months. on the next day itself, another company called her up to discuss about a full time job which she turned down.
i cant contain my joy when she told me about the good news but being the "man of God" that i am, i just told her, " see! worry for what? God will answer your prayers one lah!"
both of us apprehend that all this can only happen through Him and Him alone. i am glad that our Daddy has proven to her that He really loves her. despite her bitterness towards Him due to her past incidences, i know that Daddy has shown her that He still loves her and always will love her. He has plans to prosper her.
Kyung Ah......Jesus loves you. He really does. Our meeting was not a coincidence. You are truly a gift from God for me. I want you to know that i cannot promise you a wonderful future with me but God can. Give yourself another chance to believe Him again.
